I remember...

I remember the first time we really talked. I was down front in church on July 9th 2006 for when I rededicated my life to the Lord. You had said something about wanting to talk to me more about it and some other stuff so you asked for my email address and that is when we really started talking. It’s funny cause not even a whole month later I was talking to you about stuff that I had done. Usually it takes me longer to get to know someone before I start telling them stuff. I remember in November going out to the mall and going to see a movie for my birthday. What was really kinda funny about that night, is that you and Jacquelyn actually talked more than I did. I vividly remember sitting there in the food court while you guys were talking... oh gosh I don’t remember how long we were sitting there, but it seemed like forever. I kept looking around the food court trying to seem like I was interested in different things and I gotta tell you, the little kiddy ride got kinda boring to look at. lol. I remember in December coming to church one Sunday evening, walking into the gym and being greeted by you before I was even half way between the door and the tables. When you gave me a hug you whispered into my ear “Jacquelyn called me...” Then you hugged me even tighter... I remember I standing there trying my best to fight back to tears... but it didn’t work to well. I remember calling you up New Years evening and you telling Jacquelyn and I “Please do NOT call after 9...” I remember feeling so bad about it! I cannot remember when you told me that you and Jeremy would be moving later in the year but I do remember sitting on my bed crying about it. Because I knew that things would never be the same again! When I was in a bad mood, was really upset about something or was just out of it, I remember the smile on your face always made me smile.. and it always will, no matter what! When everything was going wrong, I remember your hug always seemed to make everything seem better. I never felt like I had to pretend to be someone I’m not when I was with you. I remember laughing at something that was pretty dumb or stupid. But now it’s hard to even get a laugh... We barley talk, when we do talk its never for long. I think our average phone call is around 3-5 mins. And that’s like what ever 2-3 weeks? If that! All I have to say is.... I miss you! I miss your hug! I miss your smile! I miss talking to you! I miss laughing with you! I just miss you!