Life is hard. There are so many hardships that we all must face. We all have our own ways of facing them. Some people choose to hurt themselves, some choose to put stuff into their bodies thinking that it could take away the pain... but I am choosing to lean on God. I could do anything that I want to. But why do stuff to my body that does nothing but does even more harm to me? God is almighty. He is holy. He is loving. He is everything that we need in life. With God we lack nothing. So instead of putting crap into my body, instead of harming my body, or doing something else to deal with everything, I am trusting God. I know that everything that happens happens for a reason and He has everything under control. Stuff happens in life that we may not like, but God is using that situation to build us, to grow us closer to Him, and to give us a little challenge every once in awhile. What would life be without any challenges? We've just got to trust God in everything that happens. And that is what I am doing right now...